Where should I start?
Whenever I watch his clips, I can’t hold my tears. I knew him for at least 5 years but did not notice his existence, just when he had gone, people discuss about him, I become more curious and more aware about this “Heart of the World”.
Back in year 2003, when I listened to his hit “HTW”, I found myself crying. The lyrics are really touching, people are so harmonious, I could feel the heart of singer. But back then, I did not think he was my type of music, wonder why so many people were crazy about him… Years later until now, especially after watching the world discussion and attributes, I started noticing him. I listen to his songs, watch his dance, his activities and documents about his life but all with the absence of the main player.
Right now, I discovered that because of the way that mass media’s advertising a person, people may not have full view about that human beings. I thought he was just a talented singer and dancer, but now it comes to my knowledge that he puts in heart for everything he has done. With all his life which is dedicated to children and needy people, he left this world with memorable moments that are unforgettable to those who have seen his move, his life and feel his heart. “From the beginning, I did not believe in a word that people made scandals about you cos I trust you, your heart and my intuition.”
Every time, I type MJ, watch his dance, listen to his songs and observe children around him, I just find myself being quite and the feeling of being inadequate rising in my heart.
Should this post be considered as a attribute for his coming birthday or journey to heaven? “You’re always be remembered in our hearts. Please Rest In Peace and celebrate your coming birthday with God, your loved ones and children up there. He loves you and wants to call you back to him cos he has been observing that you have done enough for this world and now it’s your time to rock the Heaven. May I wish the best wishes to you for this year and years after.”
Always Love You!